yeah im living in model apt in newyork. this apt is acutally quite nice
say hi to my room door. it says im sleeping so dont enter but im
actually not sleeping. i dont like people coming into my room
so hahahaha....
im really quite organized when it comes to my clothes.
but when it comes to other things.... -3- ufufufufufu i cant say.
last time someone took my comme des garcons jacket so i was really
upset.
but alot of things happen in models apt. so i have to write some
vicious signs like this ...
always somebody eats my food without asking. and always food goes missing....
lately i was sooo upset cos somebody finished this cereal my mom dhl-ed me
like i really really like this cereal called hyun mi o gok
and its like sugar free and my favourite favourtie and i was really eating it slowly
cos i wanted it to last and i always hug the cereal box when i watch tv
cos i kinda feel like close to my mom when i do that
i came back from paris yesterday and it was totally FINISHED
and someone even put the box next to the trash can so i cant hug it now.
i was really sad so its making me feel bit depressed
i think its worse nowdays cos i really didnt miss home when i was like 13 and traveling,
but im still 17 and maybe some ppl think im old enough but really all these years
traveling and missing school and missing real home time is effecting me now
i dont have much memories from school cos i quit school when i was 15 going on 16
and i home schooled . but even when i was 13 i didnt really have friends my age
and i had like 3 friendsf rom highschool and i still dont have friends my age.
it made me be more mature but at the same time sometimes i feel sad and i just hope
i dont become like michal jackson and build neverland when im like 30 something
and be crazy and get plastic surgery and molest children.
so i put 80's music on and danced in my room
and it felt much better. i think im really easy going.
-daul
